Dead calm

An old version of me in situations like this would have already given up everything,locked herself in a room and remain staring to the void which would had grown deeper and darker with the pass of time.

Voids which later on would be turned into deep lakes have been always a fast way out or following scene to this,my own play.Maybe my audience is tired of the same ending,maybe me as a character I am tired of this type of ending which I can't honestly say if it is really the end...the end of what?

Dead calm surounds me,its meaning is unknown no matter what feelings which may be close to the truth tell me.Doubt is the common law in the world of madness and miracles.